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Wireman looked puzzled, but I felt that... 421 [Mar. 4th, 2010|02:28 am]
Wireman looked puzzled, but I felt that little
click you get when a connection you've been trying
to make finally goes throughNow I knew why the
way he was holding the doll looked so familiar
"Into ventriloquism, were you?" I hoped I sounded
casual, but my heart was starting to bump against
my ribs againI had an idea that here at the
south end of Duma Key, many things were possible
Even in broad daylight
"Yeah," Jack said with a smile that was halfembarrassed,
half-reminiscent"I bought a book
about it when I was only eight, and stuck with it
mostly because my Dad said it was like throwing
money away, I gave up on everything He shrugged,
and Noveen bobbed a bit on his legAs
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Cummings, the cadet colonel says Your web belt... 921 [Feb. 12th, 2010|02:52 am]
Cummings, the cadet colonel says
Your web belt has verdigris in the eyeletsAnd he watches him go, shuttling between anguish and a troubled excitement because he has been noticedA subterranean phenomenon, for he takes no part in the special activities pertinent to a boys' private school, is almost conspicuous by his avoidance
Nine years of it, the ascetic barracks, and the communal sleeping, the uniform-fears, the equipment-fears, the marching-tensions, and the meaningless vacationsHe sees his parents for six weeks each summer, finds them strange, feels distant toward his brotherCyrus Cummings bores him now with her nostalgia
Remember, Eddie, when we went out to the hill and painted?
Yes, Mother
He graduates as cadet colonel
At home he makes a
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On the front was one of my early efforts,... 593 [Feb. 11th, 2010|02:41 am]
On the front was one of my early efforts, Sunset
545
with Sophora, and I was surprised at how
professional it lookedBelow the repro was this:
Dear Linnie: This is what I've been doing in
Florida, and although I know you're awfully busy
Below awfully busy was an arrowI looked up at
Wireman, who was watching me expressionlessly
Behind him, Elizabeth was staring at the GulfI
didn't know if I was angry at his presumption or
relieved by itIn truth, I felt both thingsAnd
I couldn't remember telling him I sometimes called
my older daughter Linnie
"You can use any type-font you want," he said
"This one's a little girly-girl for my taste, but
my collaborator likes itAnd the name in each
salutation is interchangeable, of courseThat's the beauty of doing things like
this on a computer
I didn't reply, just turned to the next pageHere
was Sunset with Witchgrass on one side and
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Occasionally a flight of three dive bombers would... 859 [Feb. 10th, 2010|03:12 am]
Occasionally a flight of three dive bombers would buzz overhead and lance toward shore, the sound of their motors filtering back in a subdued gentle rumbleWhen they dove on the beach it was difficult to follow them, for they were almost invisible, appearing as flecks of pure brilliant sunlightThe puff their bombs threw up looked small and harmless and the planes would be almost out of sight when the noise of the explosions came back over the water
Red tried to ease the weight of his pack by compressing it against the bulkhead of the boatThe constant circling was annoyingAs he looked at the thirty men squeezed in with him, and saw how unnaturally green their uniforms looked against the blue-gray of the troop well, he had to breathe deeply a few times and sit motionlessSweat was breaking out along his back
"How long is this gonna take?"
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"With any luck we'll be able to bivouac behind... 296 [Feb. 6th, 2010|03:08 am]
"With any luck we'll be able to bivouac behind the Jap lines tonight, and then tomorrow we can scout the Jap rear
Croft was doubtfulHis instincts, his experience, told him that the pass would be dangerous, probably futile, and yet there was no alternativeThey could climb Mount Anaka, but Hearn would never hear of that"Ain't nothin' else to do, I suppose But he felt disturbedThe more he looked at the mountain
"Let's start," Hearn said
They went down again to the men in the hollow, put on their packs, and began to marchHearn alternated with Brown and Croft in leading the platoon, while Martinez acted as point and scouted ahead, almost always thirty or forty yards in front of
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"You've got a great future as a reactionary," the... 697 [Feb. 5th, 2010|03:11 am]
"You've got a great future as a reactionary," the General said"The trouble is we've never had any thinkers on my sideI'm a phenomenon and I get lonely at times There was always that indefinable tension between them, Hearn thoughtTheir speech was forced to the surface through a thick resistant medium like oil
"You're a fool if you don't realize this is going to be the reactionary's century, perhaps their thousand-year reignIt's the one thing Hitler said which wasn't completely hysterical Outside the partially opened flap of the tent, the bivouac sprawled out before them, rank and cluttered, the raw cleared earth glinting in the early afternoon sunIt was almost deserted now, the enlisted men out on labor details
The General had created that tension but he was involved in it tooHe held on to Hearn for whatfor what
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"A little literary culture won't hurt you,... 406 [Feb. 4th, 2010|03:08 am]
"A little literary culture won't hurt you, you
fucking cannibal
"I know it won't, and you know that's not what I'm
talking about I thought - and not for the first
time - that Wireman was one of the very few men I
ever met in my adult life who could consistently
tell me no without making me angryHe was a
genius of noSometimes I thought it was him
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"I know it won't, and you know that's not what... 406 [Feb. 4th, 2010|03:08 am]
"I know it won't, and you know that's not what I'm
talking about I thought - and not for the first
time - that Wireman was one of the very few men I
ever met in my adult life who could consistently
tell me no without making me angryHe was a
genius of noSometimes I thought it was him
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Red fingered his nose and sighed "I'll tell you... 265 [Feb. 1st, 2010|03:06 am]
Red fingered his nose and sighed
"I'll tell you the truth, Red, I'd be scared to get a letter from her nowIt'd probably be a Dear John
"There's lots of women, kidYou're better off if you learn early
Wyman's voice was troubled and hurt"She ain't like that, RedShe's really a swell kidOh, Jeez, I don't know, there was something real different about herWyman's emotion was embarrassing him, and he knew he would have to listenHe drank some beer, and smiled wrylyI'm paying for the goddam drink, he said to himselfAbruptly, he pictured again Wyman brooding by himself all evening, and the thought softened him"It's kind of hard just to sit around and think," he saidBy now he had
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I bent over him, and tried to find any sign of... 250 [Jan. 31st, 2010|02:42 am]
I bent over him, and tried to find any sign of life, but in vainHe could not have lain there long, for the earthy smell would have passed away in a few hoursBy the side of the box was its cover, pierced with holes here and thereI thought he might have the keys on him, but when I went to search I saw the dead eyes, and in them dead though they were, such a look of hate, though unconscious of me or my presence, that I fled from the place, and leaving the Count's room by the window, crawled again up the castle wallRegaining my room, I threw myself panting upon the bed and tried to think-Today is the date of my last letter, and the Count has taken steps to prove that it was genuine, for again I saw him leave the castle by the same window, and in my clothesAs he went down the wall, lizard fashion, I wished I had a gun or some lethal weapon, that I might destroy himBut I fear that no weapon wrought along by man's hand would have any effect on himI dared not wait to see him return, for I feared to see those weird sistersI came back to the library, and read there till I fell asleep

I was awakened by the Count, who looked at me as grimly as a man could look as he said, "Tomorrow, my friend, we must partYou return to your beautiful England, I to some work which may have such an end that we may never meetYour letter home has been despatchedTomorrow I shall not be here, but all shall be ready for your journeyIn the morning come the Szgany, who have some labours of their own here, and also come some SlovaksWhen they have gone, my carriage shall come for you, and shall bear you to the Borgo Pass to meet the diligence from Bukovina to BistritzBut I am in hopes that I shall see more of you at Castle Dracula

I suspected him, and determined to test his sinceritySincerity! It seems like a profanation of the word to write it in connection with such a monster, so I asked him point-blank, "Why may I not go tonight?"

"Because, dear sir, my coachman and horses are away on a mission

"But I would walk with pleasureI want to get away at once

He smiled, such a soft, smooth, diabolical smile that I knew there was some trick behind his smoothnessHe said, "And your baggage?"

"I do not care about itI can send for it some other time

The Count stood up, and said, with a sweet courtesy which made me rub my eyes, it seemed so real, "You English have a saying which is close to my heart, for its spirit is that which rules our boyars, 'Welcome the coming, speed the parting guest' Come with me, my dear young friendNot an hour shall you wait in my house against your will, though sad am I at your going, and that you so suddenly desire itCome!" With a stately gravity, he, with the lamp, preceded me down the stairs and along the hall"Hark!"

Close at hand came the howling of many wolvesIt was almost as if the sound sprang up at the rising of his hand, just as the music of a great orchestra seems to leap under the baton of the conductorAfter a pause of a moment, he proceeded, in his stately way, to the door, drew back the ponderous bolts, unhooked the heavy chains, and began to draw it open

To my intense astonishment I saw that it was unlockedSuspiciously, I looked all round, but could see no key of any kind

As the door began to open, the howling of the wolves without grew louder and angrierTheir red jaws, with champing teeth, and their blunt-clawed feet as they leaped, came in through the opening doorI knew than that to struggle at the moment against the Count was uselessWith such allies as these at his command, I could do nothing

But still the door continued slowly to open, and only the Count's body stood in the gapSuddenly it struck me that this might be the moment and means of my doomI was to be given to the wolves, and at my own
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You return to your beautiful England, I to some... 562 [Jan. 31st, 2010|02:42 am]
You return to your beautiful England, I to some work which may have such an end that we may never meetYour letter home has been despatchedTomorrow I shall not be here, but all shall be ready for your journeyIn the morning come the Szgany, who have some labours of their own here, and also come some SlovaksWhen they have gone, my carriage shall come for you, and shall bear you to the Borgo Pass to meet the diligence from Bukovina to BistritzBut I am in hopes that I shall see more of you at Castle Dracula

I suspected him, and determined to test his sinceritySincerity! It seems like a profanation of the word to write it in connection with such a monster, so I asked him point-blank, "Why may I not go tonight?"

"Because, dear sir, my coachman and horses are away on a mission

"But I would walk with pleasureI want to get away at once

He smiled, such a soft, smooth, diabolical smile that I knew there was some trick behind his smoothnessHe said, "And your baggage?"

"I do not care about itI can send for it some other time

The Count stood up, and said, with a sweet courtesy which made me rub my eyes, it seemed so real, "You English have a saying which is close to my heart, for its spirit is that which rules our boyars, 'Welcome the coming, speed the parting guest' Come with me, my dear young friendNot an hour shall you wait in my house against your will, though sad am I at your going, and that you so suddenly desire itCome!" With a stately gravity, he, with the lamp, preceded me down the stairs and along the hall"Hark!"

Close at hand came the howling of many wolvesIt was almost as if the sound sprang up at the rising of his hand, just as the music of a great orchestra seems to leap under the baton of the conductorAfter a pause of a moment, he proceeded, in his stately way, to the door, drew back the ponderous bolts, unhooked the heavy chains, and began to draw it open

To my intense astonishment I saw that it was unlockedSuspiciously, I looked all round, but could see no key of any kind

As the door began to open, the howling of the wolves without grew louder and angrierTheir red jaws, with champing teeth, and their blunt-clawed feet as they leaped, came in through the opening doorI knew than that to struggle at the moment against the Count was uselessWith such allies as these at his command, I could do nothing

But still the door continued slowly to open, and only the Count's body stood in the gapSuddenly it struck me that this might be the moment and means of my doomI was to be given to the wolves, and at my own instigationThere was a diabolical wickedness in the idea great enough for the Count, and as the last chance I cried out, "Shut the door! I shall wait till morning And I covered my face with my hands to hide my tears of bitter disappointment

With one sweep of his powerful arm, the Count threw the door shut, and the great bolts clanged and echoed through the hall as they shot back into their places

In silence we returned to the library, and after a minute or two I went to my own roomThe last I saw of Count Dracula was his kissing his hand to me, with a red light of triumph in his eyes, and with a smile that Judas in hell might be proud of

When I was in my room and about to lie down, I thought I heard a whispering at my doorI went to it softly and listenedUnless my ears deceived me, I heard the voice of the Count

"Back! Back to your own place! Your time is not yet comeWait! Have patience! Tonight is mineTomorrow night is yours!"

There was a low, sweet ripple of laughter, and in a rage I threw open the door, and saw without the three terrible women licking their
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I weren't a-goin' to fight, so I waited for the... 625 [Jan. 30th, 2010|02:31 am]
I weren't a-goin' to fight, so I waited for the food, and did with my 'owl as the wolves and lions and tigers doesBut, lor' love yer 'art, now that the old 'ooman has stuck a chunk of her tea-cake in me, an' rinsed me out with her bloomin' old teapot, and I've lit hup, you may scratch my ears for all you're worth, and won't even get a growl out of meDrive along with your questionsI know what yer a-comin' at, that 'ere escaped wolfI want you to give me your view of itJust tell me how it happened, and when I know the facts I'll get you to say what you consider was the cause of it, and how you think the whole affair will end

"All right, guv'norThis 'ere is about the 'ole storyThat 'ere wolf what we called Bersicker was one of three gray ones that came from Norway to Jamrach's, which we bought off him four years agoHe was a nice well-behaved wolf, that never gave no trouble to talk ofI'm more surprised at 'im for wantin' to get out nor any other animile in the placeBut, there, you can't trust wolves no more nor women

"Don't you mind him, Sir!" broke in MrsTom, with a cheery laugh"'E's got mindin' the animiles so long that blest if he ain't like a old wolf 'isself! But there ain't no 'arm in 'im

"Well, Sir, it was about two hours after feedin' yesterday when I first hear my disturbanceI was makin' up a litter in the monkey house for a young puma which is illBut when I heard the yelpin' and 'owlin' I kem away straightThere was Bersicker a-tearin' like a mad thing at the bars as if he wanted to get outThere wasn't much people about that day, and close at hand was only one man, a tall, thin chap, with a 'ook nose and a pointed beard, with a few white hairs runnin' through itHe had a 'ard, cold look and red eyes, and I took a sort of mislike to him, for it seemed as if it was 'im as they was hirritated atHe 'ad white kid gloves on 'is 'ands, and he pointed out the animiles to me and says, 'Keeper, these wolves seem upset at something'

"'Maybe it's you,' says I, for I did not like the airs as he give 'isselfHe didn't get angry, as I 'oped he would, but he smiled a kind of insolent smile, with a mouth full of white, sharp teeth'Oh no, they wouldn't like me,' 'e says

"'Ow yes, they would,' says I, a-imitatin' of him'They always like a bone or two to clean their teeth on about tea time, which you 'as a bagful'

"Well, it was a odd thing, but when the animiles see us a-talkin' they lay down, and when I went over to Bersicker he let me stroke his ears same as everThat there man kem over, and blessed but if he didn't put in his hand and stroke the old wolf's ears too!

"'Tyke care,' says I'

"'Never mind,' he saysI'm used to 'em!'

"'Are you in the business yourself?' I says, tyking off my 'at, for a man what trades in wolves, anceterer, is a good friend to keepers

"'Nom,' says he, 'not exactly in the business, but I 'ave made pets of several' And with that he lifts his 'at as perlite as a lord, and walks awayOld Bersicker kep' a-lookin' arter 'im till 'e was out of sight, and then went and lay down in a corner and wouldn't come hout the 'ole heveningWell, larst night, so soon as the moon was hup, the wolves here all began a-'owlingThere warn't nothing for them to 'owl atThere warn't no one near, except some one that was evidently a-callin' a dog somewheres out back of the gardings in the Park roadOnce or twice I went out to see that all was right, and it was, and then the 'owling stoppedJust before twelve o'clock I just took a look round afore turnin' in, an', bust me, but when I kem opposite to old Bersicker's cage I see the rails broken and twisted about and the cage emptyAnd that's all I know for
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-With the dawn we saw the body of Szgany before... 94 [Jan. 29th, 2010|07:24 am]
-With the dawn we saw the body of Szgany before us dashing away from the river with their leiter wagonThey surrounded it in a cluster, and hurried along as though besetThe snow is falling lightly and there is a strange excitement in the airIt may be our own feelings, but the depression is strangeFar off I hear the howling of wolvesThe snow brings them down from the mountains, and there are dangers to all of us, and from all sidesThe horses are nearly ready, and we are soon offWe ride to death of some oneGod alone knows who, or where, or what, or when, or how it may be?






DRVAN HELSING'S MEMORANDUM

5 November, afternoonThank God for that mercy at all events, though the proving it has been dreadfulWhen I left Madam Mina sleeping within the Holy circle, I took my way to the castleThe blacksmith hammer which I took in the carriage from Veresti was useful, though the doors were all open I broke them off the rusty hinges, lest some ill intent or ill chance should close them, so that being entered I might not get outJonathan's bitter experience served me hereBy memory of his diary I found my way to the old chapel, for I knew that here my work layThe air was oppressiveIt seemed as if there was some sulphurous fume, which at times made me dizzyEither there was a roaring in my ears or I heard afar off the howl of wolvesThen I bethought me of my dear Madam Mina, and I was in terrible plightThe dilemma had me between his horns

Her, I had not dare to take into this place, but left safe from the Vampire in that Holy circleAnd yet even there would be the wolf! I resolve me that my work lay here, and that as to the wolves we must submit, if it were God's willAt any rate it was only death and freedom beyondSo did I choose for herHad it but been for myself the choice had been easy, the maw of the wolf were better to rest in than the grave of the Vampire! So I make my choice to go on with my work

I knew that there were at least three graves to find, graves that are inhabitSo I search, and search, and I find one of themShe lay in her Vampire sleep, so full of life and voluptuous beauty that I shudder as though I have come to do murderAh, I doubt not that in the old time, when such things were, many a man who set forth to do such a task as mine, found at the last his heart fail him, and then his nerveSo he delay, and delay, and delay, till the mere beauty and the fascination of the wanton Undead have hypnotize himAnd he remain on and on, till sunset come, and the Vampire sleep be overThen the beautiful eyes of the fair woman open and look love, and the voluptuous mouth present to a kiss, and the man is weakAnd there remain one more victim in the Vampire foldOne more to swell the grim and grisly ranks of the Undead!?

There is some fascination, surely, when I am moved by the mere presence of such an one, even lying as she lay in a tomb fretted with age and heavy with the dust of centuries, though there be that horrid odour such as the lairs of the Count have hadI, Van Helsing, with all my purpose and with my motive for hateI was moved to a yearning for delay which seemed to paralyze my faculties and to clog my very soulIt may have been that the need of natural sleep, and the strange oppression of the air were beginning to overcome meCertain it was that I was lapsing into sleep, the open eyed sleep of one who yields to a sweet fascination, when there came through the snow-stilled air a long, low wail, so full of woe and pity that it woke me like the sound of a clarionFor it was the voice of my dear Madam Mina that I heard

Then I braced myself again to my horrid task, and found by wrenching away tomb tops one other of the sisters, the other dark
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But alas! As yet I only know your tongue through... 673 [Jan. 28th, 2010|02:17 am]
But alas! As yet I only know your tongue through booksTo you, my friend, I look that I know it to speak

"But, Count," I said, "You know and speak English thoroughly!" He bowed gravely

"I thank you, my friend, for your all too-flattering estimate, but yet I fear that I am but a little way on the road I would travelTrue, I know the grammar and the words, but yet I know not how to speak them

"Indeed," I said, "You speak excellently

"Not so," he answered"Well, I know that, did I move and speak in your London, none there are who would not know me for a strangerThat is not enough for meThe common people know me, and I am masterBut a stranger in a strange land, he is no oneMen know him not, and to know not is to care not forI am content if I am like the rest, so that no man stops if he sees me, or pauses in his speaking if he hears my words, 'Ha, ha! A stranger!' I have been so long master that I would be master still, or at least that none other should be master of meYou come to me not alone as agent of my friend Peter Hawkins, of Exeter, to tell me all about my new estate in LondonYou shall, I trust, rest here with me a while, so that by our talking I may learn the English intonationAnd I would that you tell me when I make error, even of the smallest, in my speakingI am sorry that I had to be away so long today, but you will, I know forgive one who has so many important affairs in hand

Of course I said all I could about being willing, and asked if I might come into that room when I choseHe answered, "Yes, certainly," and added

"You may go anywhere you wish in the castle, except where the doors are locked, where of course you will not wish to goThere is reason that all things are as they are, and did you see with my eyes and know with my knowledge, you would perhaps better understand I said I was sure of this, and then he went on

"We are in Transylvania, and Transylvania is not EnglandOur ways are not your ways, and there shall be to you many strange thingsNay, from what you have told me of your experiences already, you know something of what strange things there may be

This led to much conversation, and as it was evident that he wanted to talk, if only for talking's sake, I asked him many questions regarding things that had already happened to me or come within my noticeSometimes he sheered off the subject, or turned the conversation by pretending not to understand, but generally he answered all I asked most franklyThen as time went on, and I had got somewhat bolder, I asked him of some of the strange things of the preceding night, as for instance, why the coachman went to the places where he had seen the blue flamesHe then explained to me that it was commonly believed that on a certain night of the year, last night, in fact, when all evil spirits are supposed to have unchecked sway, a blue flame is seen over any place where treasure has been concealed

"That treasure has been hidden," he went on, "in the region through which you came last night, there can be but little doubtFor it was the ground fought over for centuries by the Wallachian, the Saxon, and the TurkWhy, there is hardly a foot of soil in all this region that has not been enriched by the blood of men, patriots or invadersIn the old days there were stirring times, when the Austrian and the Hungarian came up in hordes, and the patriots went out to meet them, men and women, the aged and the children too, and waited their coming on the rocks above the passes, that they might sweep destruction on them with their artificial avalanchesWhen the invader was triumphant he found but little, for whatever there was had been sheltered in the friendly soil

"But how," said I, "can it have remained so long undiscovered, when there is a sure index to it if men will but take the trouble to look?" The Count smiled, and as his lips ran back over his gums, the long, sharp, canine teeth showed out strangelyHe answered:

"Because your peasant is at heart a coward and a fool! Those flames only appear on one night, and on that night no man of this land will, if he can help it, stir without his doorsAnd, dear sir, even if he did he would not know what to doWhy, even the peasant that you tell me of who marked the place of the flame would not know where to look in daylight even for his own workEven you would not, I dare be sworn, be able to find these places again?"

"There you are right," I said"I know no more than the dead where even to look for
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These two are to be sold tomorrow, in the same... 361 [Jan. 27th, 2010|02:12 am]
These two are to be sold tomorrow, in the same lot with the StClare servants
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Hello, my account friends 986 [Jan. 26th, 2010|11:50 am]
Welcome to my first blog
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"We will Continue the Hard Work after Copenhagen: Alvin Lin [Jan. 25th, 2010|04:36 pm]
"The UN climate change conference in Copenhagen ended last week. Some say the meeting is kind of a failure with only a three page non legal binding agreement reached. Others say it is a success since there are agreements reached and world leaders agree that a more detailed agreement will be reached in one month time.

For those who have been to Copenhagen, what do they feel about the meeting and what do they evaluate the turnout? Voices From Other Lands talked to Alvin Lin, a Princeton in Asia fellow at the Natural Resources Defense Council Beijing, where he is on energy efficiency and climate change issues. Eye witnessed the whole process of the Copenhagen meeting, Alvin Lin says he is satisfied with the meeting's turnout.

Just as Alvin Lin said, more work needs to be done in order to reach an agreement that will meet the requirements of all UN member countries. And the former law practitioner is fully prepared for the work as Lin believes it is a work deserves dedication.

"
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