| I did not send for you only because I had to... 578 |
[Mar. 4th, 2010|02:58 am] |
I did not send for you only because I had to somehow try to come to terms with what happened to me when you blocked Camena's arrowSolores was a court deception, no more than that: so they might not think me unmanned by dangerI spent the whole night pacing or at my desk, trying to riddle out where my life has now comeWhat it means that my wife and only living son should try to kill me, and fail only because of youAnd thinking about that, consumed by it, I only realized near dawn that I had left you alone all nightMy dear, will you ever forgive me for that?"
I want time to stop, she was thinking, wiping vainly at her tears, trying to see him clearlyI want never to leave this room, I want to hear these words spoken over and over, endlessly, until I die
"I made a decision on my ride," he said"I was thinking about what Isolla had said and I was finally able to accept that she was rightSince I will not, since I cannot possibly change what I am committed to doing here, I must be prepared to pay all of |
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