| He remembered the expression on Mary's face in... 578 |
[Feb. 6th, 2010|02:57 am] |
He remembered the expression on Mary's face in the first days of their marriage when she would set a plate down before him with food upon itHer wrists were very slim and he could see again the golden hairs on her forearm
"I bet a fuggin Yid was the doctor," he said aloudThe sound startled him, and he rolled over on his backHe was becoming angry as he thought about it, and once or twice he muttered, "The Yid killed her It relieved the tension he was feelingHe felt a joyful self-pity, and he let it flow through him for several minutesHis shirt was wet, and every few seconds he would grind his teeth because the tension on his jaws pleased him
He felt suddenly clammy, and with a rush he began really to understand that his wife was deadHe felt an awful pain and longing which mounted in his chest until he began to weepThe sounds became noticeable to him after a minute or two, and he stopped, a little terrified, for they seemed remote from himIt was as if he had a coating of insulation about all his feelings, and the |
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