| I reached across the seat of my chair for one... 89 |
[Feb. 13th, 2010|03:53 am] |
I reached across the seat of my chair for one of my brushesI could feel my fingers grasp it, but the brush didn't moveI thought: So this is what it's like to be a ghost I scrambled into the chairMy hip was snarling, but that pain seemed to be happening far downriver With my left hand I snatched up the brush I'd cleaned and put it behind my left earCleaned 205 another and put it in the gutter of the easel Cleaned a third and put that in the gutter, as wellThought about cleaning a fourth and decided I didn't want to take the timeThat fever was on me again, that hungerIt was as sudden and violent as my fits of rageIf the smoke detectors had gone off downstairs, announcing the house was on fire, I would have paid no attentionI stripped the cellophane from a brand-new brush, dipped |
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